Wednesday Blues

Today....Im not happy. Today I feel lost and alone. Why...I dont really know. Today I am wondering if I am where I should be and if things are as they should be. Have I made any wrong decisions in the past. Was I supposed to do something else that I did not do? Did I decide something and took the rest of my life on a wrong course. What else should I have now that would make me happier?

All questions. Just questions. Dont even know if I am really looking for answers to any of them.

Ever felt like you are at a dead end? Like theres no point to alot of it anymore? Like this is as good as it gets although everyone else seems to think you already got it all?

I dont know.

I dont know I dont know I dont know. Do I need to?

Comments

[Fara]

i'm supposed to be the one who's asking all those questions!! your life is perrfect, at least the way i see it lah. lonely?? ish, ketuk u karang! got husband got me some more. what is there to complain? if you're bored or unhappy u know u always have me.. we can go to disneyland or something to cheer u up ;)